if only my life was like this.
a facade.
than i'll be able to run away from all the troubles and worries.
if only,life wasn't that ironic.
if only.
if only my life ain't that miserable.
if only.IF ONLY.
if only, i'm running tomorrow.
if only my life was colourful and wonderful.
full of happenings.
IF ONLY.
i can only dream.
dream of the unreachable.
if only i'm brave.
if only i'm not so random.
if only i know what i'm doing now.
if only.
if only i'm not a sec 4.
if only i was the top 800m runner in school.
FUCKTARD!
i hate my sis.
if only my sis was a nice lill girl.
if.
only.
i shall stop here.
if only...

my life continue to sahay on.